I'm not sure I know anymore. I feel lost.
It doesn't help that I live in a constant state of fight or flight (something about the nerves at T5 being responsible for it). I'm panicked all the time. Heart racing, mind racing. Never sure of where I am, where Im going. If I'm safe or not.
It's a sucky way to live. And scary.
And right now...everything scares me.
Spinning in circles.......round and round I go.
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